Im not sad youre gone, it was expected. What I didn’t expexct were the memories that fallow me, the good ones the ones I always want to keep with me, I guess they surprised me maybe I thought I will remember you with alZhamiers but instead I remember you playing air guitar, smokin cigarettes and painting and that’s when I get sad. I get sad for my, for my mom„ my sisterfor my niece and nephew for my freaking unborn children, I get sad of the idea of walking alone down the aisle And the most sad part is that you never ever stop crying and I just miss you and I’m tired of acting strong cause and I just hope that you’re proud of me.
